I guess this is my biological make-up... my musings will always be that of a younger person. But is it clear to you already, this is who I am, no matter how busy I am, no matter how real life is. Society demands that we live in a one season reality, always having to appear as perfect as one can be in the eyes of others ( Read more... )

a song I wrote to keep my mind off things...

Leslie - let your dim light shine

Leslie chua - let ur dim light shine by lesliejamesmusic

There is a non existent god watching over us, but yet they seek comfort in him, even though he does not talk. they spend so much energy praying to a very "vague" god, who works in mysterious ways but never for one second, did they doubt the existence of their 'god'. What if he simply just does not exist? wouldn't that be the best explanation? How ( Read more... )

While looking through old photos, my old journals I realized nothing has changed. I have become more excessive in everything I do. The only thing that has changed since this job, is that I've been catching up with friends less, and meeting less people. In hindsight I guess 2009 was a really good year because I was working under a friend, and I ( Read more... )

stop abusing the word 'welfare'! it seems that the ones who use it only seek their own personal gain by pretending to be giving others welfare. it's reciprocal but also disgustingly misleading. a few good deeds cannot equate to the countless times one has to lose his right to a day off because of spontaneous decisions made by another, who has more ( Read more... )

i saw your photos of you in europe ( Read more... )

somethings dragged me out of my bed ( Read more... )

just in case you are wondering how I'm doing (though I doubt it). I'm 27 years old, but my body feels like 40. My dad is in his 60s, heck he has more stamina than me. He can definitely last longer on the tennis court, and I think he is still with his new girlfriend. Fucking Assehole right? And that is supposed to be sincerely complementing him, ( Read more... )

Song I wrote at work today. Got lazy the arrangement was done at home only just.



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